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(i’m not promoting smoking!!)
last summer/spring i found cigarettes in my brothers room, so i took a few. just for fun. i just wanted to try. and i did. and then some month ago i took 3-4 more. and last night i was feeling really s****y and suicidal. and really felt the need to smoke. so i did. and i asked a friend if she wanted to try to buy cigarettes (we’re underage). so today i met up with this friend and we bought some energy drinks and went to a bridge and sat underneath it and smoked my 2 last cigarettes. then we bought more energy drinks and went to a “half weird” kiosk (that we knew let’s underage people buy cigarettes and alcohol and that shit) and bought a package of cigarettes. then we took a walk near her house and smoked another cigarette. we went into another “half weird” kiosk near by and bought gum which looks like cigarettes just for fun. in that kiosk i saw a guy who used to be in my theatre group, it was super awkward to see him. we chewed some gum. took another cigarette. chewed more gum (to get the smell off). took another cigarette. chewed more gum. then we decided it was enough with cigarettes for today. so we went back to her place. probably gonna see her tomorrow too and smoke some more. i’ve just started smoking and i think i’m already addicted. but i don’t really care tho. so this day hasn’t been so bad tbh ~s
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comment 6 star 583 Yesterday

Most of our parents ain't reading this, but you are... listen to your friends please, there is no such thing as a childish/unimportant issue or emotion.
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everybody deserves to be heard, to feel like someone cares. if you know someone or a you're friends with someone, don't downplay the importance of what they are going through.
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even if they won't commit suicide, at least your help may help them go through problems stronger and better..
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if you have no one to talk to, buzz my dm, you also have #jesustilleternity
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comment 34 star 1,158 Yesterday

Here is to the kids that sit in their rooms, wishing they had a reason to be sad. here to those that still can't get over their lover, even though it's been six months and he moved on in a week. here's to the kids that cry themselves to sleep, because of something that happened or because of their thoughts. here's to the kid that can't go to the prom because crowd make them too nervous. here is to those who wear long sleeves in 100°f temperatures so people don't stare. here is to those who deal with people talking about them with heads held high, and also those who look down in fear. here is to those who are afraid to leave their houses, and afraid to be in them. here is to those who only have online friends. here is to those who never take out their headphone because music keeps them sane. here is to those no longer with us, whether is from accident or because they couldn't f*****g take it anymore. but above all, here is to you. you're alive. you're still here, and i'm soo proud of you. you can do this i believe in you. "
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comment 111 star 8,396 2 days ago

Here is to the kids that sit in their rooms, wishing they had a reason to be sad. here to those that still can't get over their lover, even though it's been six months and he moved on in a week. here's to the kids that cry themselves to sleep, because of something that happened or because of their thoughts. here's to the kid that can't go to the prom because crowd make them too nervous. here is to those who wear long sleeves in 100°f temperatures so people don't stare. here is to those who deal with people talking about them with heads held high, and also those who look down in fear. here is to those who are afraid to leave their houses, and afraid to be in them. here is to those who only have online friends. here is to those who never take out their headphone because music keeps them sane. here is to those no longer with us, whether is from accident or because they couldn't f*****g take it anymore. but above all, here is to you. you're alive. you're still here, and i'm soo proud of you. you can do this i believe in you. "
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