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comment 0 star 17 6 minutes ago

Still on october, eventhough #worldmentalhealthday already passed last 10th oct.. .
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warning this post contained suicide. .
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just wanna post about late jonghyun. it almost 11 months already.

honestly i rarely update kpop again since i got to university. doesn't mean i don't like it anymore, but there's just so much things that distract me from it. you can tell it's not my priority anymore.

then that day happened.

it shocked me, when jonghyun chose to sleep eternally. i quickly search his song lonely and when i watch the mv i can tell that video is so obvious about him. that's the first time i listen to that song and watch the mv. not just the story of him, the plan he made until he took his own life, is in it.

the video is him, doing his routine, rich, but lonely. he counting days by days, can be seen he draw lines on his arm (the plan part). he counts.. and counts... until he made the last line he drowns himself in the bathtub.

yeah, maybe we, fans, didn't really expect you take it so far until the last choice, blinded while watching that mv.
you've talked about your depression so openly. you want people know the real you. you want people know your struggles.
but sometimes all they could it's just comforting you, even somes made mistakes by comparing your stuggles to them.

that made you feel guilty.

it's not your mistakes jonghyun, to feel depressed.

guys, depression is not a joke.
guys, you're matter.
you're never alone, there's always someone who cares for you.

jonghyun had helped me whenever i feels really really down by his voices and song, also his dork personality. really cheers me up. along with shinee, i love them since 2010.

jonghyun has helped others, but he can't help himself.

jonghyun, you've worked hard, you did well.

yeah, last night i miss him that i made that, while listening to breath, lonely, and let me out.

again.

guys, depression is not a joke.
guys, you're matter.
you're never alone, there's always someone who cares for you. --
emergency: 112

suicide prevention: +62 21 725 6526, 725 7826, 722 1810, 500 567

mental health counseling by the health ministry: +62 21 500 454

comment 2 star 2 10 minutes ago

Parking lesson part 2 by teacher kang baekho. look how proud the teacher is 😁😁😁
ps: dear @realbaekho
would u gave me a driving lesson too??? 😄😄
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comment 0 star 8 13 minutes ago

I'm dying.. cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute 💘💘
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comment 0 star 1 14 minutes ago