Instagram Public Photos with #depression

3 years, 7 months and 5 days in which i have not done anything to improve internally.
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I’m 9 years in #recovery from self-harm cutting. the stigma is seen as “attention-seeking, teenager angst & gross.” a lot of people don’t understand the want to cut. it was a form of a unhealthy coping skill to numb the pain of childhood abuse. it was an escapism from reality. i’ve learned to finally accept the past for what it was.
do i still have struggles with my post traumatic stress related to these life experiences?
yes i do. some days and nights are better than others.
i switched my perspective in life to see a purpose and meaning behind my experiences. the hardest challenge of willingness was to stopped being a victim, to become a navigator who helps others with their own addictions and management of mental health.
do i still have days i want to cut?
yes i do. it’s okay to have these moments, as i’ve learned process it & move forward from it.

thank you for listening, you are awesome!
if i can make recovery happen in life, so can you.

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People have subtracted themselves out of my life. i’ve added even better people. lost money, got even more of it. i’ve had a bad few years and this year was more lit than any year of my life. rock bottom was the best thing that ever happened to me. just carry on my friends!! #recovery #addiction #sober #soberliving #treatment #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #power #peace #serenity #prayer

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Three people told me iost weight :( i can’t see it

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Beautifully explains anxiety and depression
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治療情緒病round 3...
同媽咪細妹去沙灘... 繼續接觸大自然同埋陽光... 浮床搞到我暈船浪...
天空好靚...
好像小時候... #panicattack #depression #selfhelp

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1st problem and it's real :
#part1 a lot of ppl or introvert ppl like me used about this feeling of loneliness and we're actually being happy with it , we are alone just a background no one will notice , no spotlights, no crowded places that's sounds peaceful for you huh .....🙄 but dear you will at some point realize that you are all alone
loneliness is a choice at the beginning ; realizing how it's comfort you make you feel peace and safe ...... sadly it will be your forever destiny at some point 😓
yet this isn't the big matter
the main problem is that's you need relationship with ppl that you throw them away
the problem starting here :
you don't know ppl ,you don't get close ,you don't talk you , you don't feel you don't trust , your comfort zone suddenly will be your cage, big cage that's so hard to get out of it
after long term of loneliness keeping your feelings, thoughts ,words inside
here it comes the depression....... .
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#lonleiness #depression
#alone #empty #isolated #lonely
#sad #scared

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Today i head back to co after being gone for nearly 3 weeks! i flew into charleston & had a wonderful time between the mental health conference & seeing all my peeps. oh yeah & the incredible food 😍 my mom came four days after i got there to spend the weekend & then we drove back to charlotte- but not before stopping in columbia to meet up w/ my girl @holly_duke2 ❤️ being home has been pretty good- defffffinitely better than other times. i’ve done a lot of relaxing. like i’m talking first meal at noon, pjs all day, & minimal movement. i’ve spent a lot of time with my mom which has been awesome. we’ve always had a great relationship & it’s been hard not having her in co. i hadn’t seen her in 7 months which is the longest we’ve ever gone w/o seeing each other 🙀 i wanna give myself props for how i handled certain comments (there weren’t many, but nonetheless). over the past few years i’ve learned what’s worth my time & what’s worth biting my tongue instead. sometimes you’ve just gotta let family make their annoying remarks & repeat themselves 28395 times without reacting. we took a trip to boone/asu which was wonderful. went to campus & saw a couple of staff who i got extremely close with. this photo was taken at an overlook on the #blueridgeparkway whenever i go to boone, it feels like i never left ❤️ •• as for mental health, i’ve been in a good place food/body & depression wise. my biggest goal for this school year actually has nothing to do with academics and instead everything to do with my routine/how i go about daily life. this is not to say that school will not be a focus; obviously school is very important to me & something i take seriously. but everything is fine there. i need to focus more of my energy on my daily habits. tbh, i have a lot of shame regarding the way that i live in terms of eating, cleanliness/state of my living space, & just how i go about my days. this is something i’ve not really talked about on here but want to in greater detail. anyway, i see my counselor monday(& also start classes!) & i plan on spending our session talking about my goals & implementing some sort of gameplan •• continued in comments 👇🏻👇🏻

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