Instagram Public Photos with #cancer

“this is halloween!!” ⬇️⬇️⬇️
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i’ve already seen girls posting about halloween so y’all can’t say shit! with a bright orange labradorite wrapped in black oxidized sterling silver “scarecrow” perfectly captures the magic of halloween! i felt the fall breeze watching the sun set tonight totally reminded me of halloween and it really is right around the corner!
👩‍💻🎃🕷🌒
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check out “scarecrow” in my etsy shop! link in bio, click linktr.ee!happy almost halloween season!

comment 1 star 59 3 weeks ago

Into the hellmouth!! ⬇️⬇️⬇️
⚓️🐋🐉🌊
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“leviathan” the envy of all, one of my most proud creations! this piece boasts a brilliant green labradorite and tight oxidized copper wire. buried in the oceans abyss for aeons, it emerges now for the end of days is upon us! 🔯⏱🔱🌪
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named after the great beast of the end times, “leviathan” lurks in the depths of my etsy store! link in bio, click linktr.ee! beware of what you might unleash..

comment 1 star 83 3 weeks ago

I haven’t done a proper comprehensive update in awhile, and there are a few reasons for this. one being that i don’t have the energy to type, another being that since it’s all so overwhelming and personal, part of me just wants to keep what i can private (don’t want judgment from ignorant people, etc). but this page is predominately to share my health journey right now, so that is what i am going to do - fears aside.
firstly... i went through a short period of time where i felt there was a slight improvement, but then ended up falling backwards again, immensely. i don’t quite have “flares”. i’m always in a massive flare. but i do have.. i more severe periods of time, and i’ve been in one of those for several reasons. some reasons are correlated with trigger foods. some have to do with medications and my reactions to them.... and then there are a couple components otherwise - stress wise, emotionally.
i started back up the suboxone game and my body is just not having it this time around - even a small dose. my bp bottoms out, my icp increases (despite the stent..).. bc of these factors, i can’t stop sleeping. dizzy. pain everywhere. peeing fire. the usual. but it’s been scaring me a lot actually. i don’t want to make any more public statements about health until after next week, and that is when i will see... who i’m pegging as my last hope for a doctor who can help me. who will listen to me. who will care. who is competent... who will finally be able to ease my fears and most importantly, my
symptoms.
on another note....
i’ve learned a lot these past couple of years about trust and abandonment... especially in the helping field (therapists). i just experienced what felt like the most ironic termination, so it hit me pretty hard... not on a surface level as much as my subconscious, because this one felt... so unexpected in many ways. these past couple of years, the amount of therapists that i have seen who have terminated care with me once i finally decided to trust them has been comical. and they’ve all terminated in the same way... yet... for different reasons. i felt like i gave it one last shot, and was utterly surprised that this shot failed. ▶️..

comment 2 star 0 3 minutes ago

Vegans am i right —————————————————— follow me @the_phat_nibba for daily memes turn on post notifications tag a friend so they could enjoy my cancer (ignore the tags) #meme #memes #dankmemes #cancer#cringe #dark #shadbase #edgymemes#humor #me #anime #spicy#dankmemescanmeltsteelbeams #dank#meme #nicememe #kek#cancerousmemes #topkek #trigged#dankmeme #offensivememes#spicymemes #feels #asthetic #memesdaily

comment 1 star 4 2 minutes ago

—————————————————— follow me @the_phat_nibba for daily memes turn on post notifications tag a friend so they could enjoy my cancer (ignore the tags) #meme #memes #dankmemes #cancer#cringe #dark #shadbase #edgymemes#humor #me #anime #spicy#dankmemescanmeltsteelbeams #dank#meme #nicememe #kek#cancerousmemes #topkek #trigged#dankmeme #offensivememes#spicymemes #feels #asthetic #memesdaily

comment 0 star 4 2 minutes ago

Whipped up a quick stir fry with kamut, nopal, portobello mushrooms, red yellow and green bell pepper, green onion, and sliced zucchini seasoned with sea salt, onion powder, cayenne pepper, ground oregano, ground fennel, ground ginger, reishi mushroom powder, and ground annato (achiote)

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